Don't live outside the lines
they told her.
Drink all your milk,
wear sunscreen in the rain.
Obey the speed limit,
and every Sunday
make a joyful noise
where everyone can hear.
Don't cheat on your taxes
or second guesses -
never sleep till noon.
Let Katie Couric
do your thinking -
not Oprah,
don't ponder
why the grass
is always greener
where no one else
can see.
Make casseroles to freeze;
learn to knit scarves
for the correct charity.
Take up racquetball
or pilates
but do not sweat
more than
the recommended dose.
Remember, one glass of wine
is lady-like,
sophisticated;
but green tea
keeps you regular.
Marry we
She wore him like winter -
dull pants and socks,
jacket spun like sleet -
cold as a cistern.
Jacket buttons - dull beatitudes
mumbled by homeless ashes
and those too lost to breathe.
And she shook him off -
dropped him to the floor;
all his shadows
sighing with his weight,
collapsing in upon her.
She wants to gently peel herself back,
fade like Venice in May -
rose and azure,
saffron in the water
that only laps when spoken to;
that lingers rich
on the tongue -
sweet like too much wine
or the sun cresting,
early summer.
She wants to feel the pale grief
that comes from
knowing too many secrets
or sensing too much magic
trembling in the clustering vines,
the wanton whispers lingering
just above the horizon.
That glistering web setting over her limbs
like September on fire.
A thin castle
scratching the landscape,
stately home of old blood
and tufted chairs.
Portraits gone astray
and dog's dusty carcass
guarding the halls.
Empty museums,
bones in the foyer
welcoming me to not touch
paintings or vases
from some unknown dynasty -
one mummy watching.
Botanical splendor -
a smashed greenhouse window
sucking the sunlight
by my feet;
wing tipped begonia
and angels in the dust
rattle clay pots,
their dusky red fingers
poking holes in the slipstream.
I painted you with cotton and rain,
sacred and profane ink -
pebbles lingering under my tongue
in tangled harmony.
Every time you left,
the canvas rattled
with indigo and sage.
Uneven strokes like gossamer,
lifting high up your dress
until the sky became only a mirage.